Tuesday, March 15, 2011

New Plan. . . !


There seems to be this really frustrating pattern in my life. It involves plan A, then plan B, then if that doesn't work i move on to plan C. Yes, plan D has made an appearance once or twice. I just wish that plan A would work so that plan B, C, and even D didn't even have to exist.

One of the lovely truths about God is that HE never has a backup plan, never has to resort to plan B. HE has known what HE's doing from the beginning, HE never has to question or re-plan or ask us if we have a better route in mind. I'm pretty sure that inputting our ideas/plans could be potentially disastrous. So, if HE has had plan A all along why do we constantly insert plan A.2 or A.7, thinking that it is close enough, maybe even slightly better than what HE has prepared? Or simply put, plan A works, plan B, aka the fail plan, does not.

I would very much like to know HIS plan because i thought i did, but now i am quite unsure. That nursing school i was sure i was getting into...yea, it didn't happen. So what's next? I have one other nursing school which i'm applying to. After that, though, i really have no plan B. Honestly, i'm tired of looking for another route, because it doesn't matter if i haven't sought HIM out first and foremost. My routes lead to dead ends and frustration. New Plan: don't make any plans.

~ME

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